Friday, December 26, 2008

Truck Rentals...but not what you think...

Penis envy is common behavior among males. The concept of penis envy actually encompasses all aspects of another person that's admired by another person. But the concept of penis envy is not only related to males.

What's different about BiologicallyMentally Intersex/bisexual males is that the penis envy, is not just about a male 'admiring' another male. Since he is mentally both male and partially female, his female aspect gets into the picture. What's important to mention that many of the higher intersex males, tend to have no sexual attraction at all, for males or females.

However, with the natural female, it's not just 'admiration' but her 'natural' attraction for the male. This is what creates so much of a conflict between the intersex male and his female aspect. He has an admiration and she has a sexual attraction. So how does he react?

Most males think that just because he gets aroused when looking or thinking of another male, that it's all him at work. This is just because he is unaware of his female aspect at work. Many males early on are 'surprised' by their arousal and are confused by the reaction, because they never really felt they were sexually attracted to another male.

However, through the heavy marketing of the concept of 'being gay', and the mass marketing of more and more excessively muscular and naked male bodies to attract the female aspect, before he knows it, he's masturbating to those male images, and contemplating the envisioned sexual activity with other males. Before long, he has abandoned the sexuality of his male aspect, and allowed his female aspect to take over.

(This is a general audience site, so let's use the word 'truck'.)

Then the male aspect kicks in. While the female aspect is obsessed with seeking the truck of another male, his male aspect who eventually thinks that his 'truck' is better than many other male's trucks, and that every other male should envy his truck. Once he receives a complement about his truck, just like most males looking for validation, he tends to attach most of his value and worth on his truck. His truck becomes to a great extent, who he is, and primary to what he has to offer another person who may be in the market for trucks.

Many of these intersex males will say, no, that's not me. But if he would just think abut his marketing plan for gaining interest in himself. What does he put on display? What is he selling, and what are buyers really window shopping for when they show interest in him?

In some respects, this is the same for non-intersex males and his penis envy issues, however, the only difference is that it's females he is marketing to, and not other males. But the result is the same. His truck is only rented, because the potential buyer really has no trust in how it was maintained, or how many people rented the truck before they rented it, and who will rent it next.

Unfortunately, for many intersex males, renting his truck to strangers is all that he feels is available to him. His own attempts at relationships have failed, and not always because the buyer was the problem, but because he was obsessed with the business of renting out his truck. And until he is able to find value in himself as an individual, without depending on truck rentals for companionship, he is left to rent himself out, until he is traded in for a newer model.


BUYER BEWARE!!
If it's a rental, you better check the 'actual' maintenance records carefully with your own eyes. Because depending on how obviously desperate he is to rent his truck, chances are what's on the window sticker will not be accurate, and the many renters before you are 'guaranteed' NOT to have been safe drivers.

But with all that you know, and you are 'STILL' choosing to rent yourself out, or to drive a rental, BUCKLE UP!

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